I am so lost, I don't feel like going to college for those boring lectures, sick of facing the idiotic studying environment in HELP, and most of all, tired of getting up from bed at 6 am.
What kind of a crazy timetable is that, I mean seriously, I thought I was old enough to get my sleep until 8, but I guess I have got to continue the routine of 6ish for some trashy management classes.
First week of the new semester is down without even attending, I was just too *busy* to even bother.It however kills me to even think I need to go there the first day after my mission trip to Sibu. Come on, the small guy here needs his rest.
I am doubting my capability of sitting put in the classrooms with no friends to babble to. The typical way of getting over it is to either sleep with my eyes open, or perhaps stern focus on the lecture, whichever easier (obviously the first.......duh~)
This tragedy lasts through the year....get me? through the year........ Why on earth does anyone chooses business besides the job security it claims to provide, nothing.....NOTHING
Argh, I feel awful complaining about all this ***t, but I couldn't help but explode all my anger here in the replacement of flaring my "so called" classmates' faces off with my I-don't-give-a-shit look.....
Peace be with me.....Give me the patience o LORD, need you so much to take my life much easier....
O dang, not forgetting the music classes that comes in package with the assignments and exams......PUH-LEASE help me.....
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Agony (Maybe not that severe LOL)
Once again going through the vicious cycle of sin thrills every inch of my soul, tearing me apart unconsciously. I was worried, that literally one day, I would be of the world, the world of which wrong seems right.
Longing just to see or even feel You has been difficult LORD, at this point of my life, it's no longer a matter of clinging unto Your promises to forgive as we repent, but I need You to hug me tight with all Your might, to comfort the lost compassion and faith that faded into dust through time and temptations.
Life has been dull without Your presence and Your guidance.
Whenever I was in need of worldly things, I always say that I would give up everything but You.
At this very moment I wrote these words, I realize one very important fact, that in us are the temples of which Your spirit resides, and therefore we shouldn't do anything that would defile Your name by exploiting our own bodies.
I pray for everyone out there who are facing difficult moments of their life during the close chinese new year season that we would cling on to our faith, realizing that no matter what, You LORD would calm our hearts as we seek You day by day.
Amen.
Longing just to see or even feel You has been difficult LORD, at this point of my life, it's no longer a matter of clinging unto Your promises to forgive as we repent, but I need You to hug me tight with all Your might, to comfort the lost compassion and faith that faded into dust through time and temptations.
Life has been dull without Your presence and Your guidance.
Whenever I was in need of worldly things, I always say that I would give up everything but You.
At this very moment I wrote these words, I realize one very important fact, that in us are the temples of which Your spirit resides, and therefore we shouldn't do anything that would defile Your name by exploiting our own bodies.
I pray for everyone out there who are facing difficult moments of their life during the close chinese new year season that we would cling on to our faith, realizing that no matter what, You LORD would calm our hearts as we seek You day by day.
Amen.
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