Give Thanks

It's been a long time since I last posted anything, maybe because I just didn't gather enough emotion as motivation.

There are plenty of trash that are hidden in my heart, things that words can't convey, and I often am timid enough to keep it strictly to myself while squeezing into other people's business to drive myself away from my own problems, or just perhaps temporarily divert my focus.

It is common that many things had happened since the last post, I mean in all aspects, but I sincerely am only concern about one great thing, which is to Give Thanks to the Lord for all that he has done and brought me through.

I blame myself Lord, many times, for failing to obey Your commandments and even the simplest things You've intended me to or not to do, despite how strongly Your Spirit was calling out to me.

Forgive me O Lord, Forgive me.

I wasn't an obedient child Lord, but I know Lord, that I want You more than anything.

The devil tempts me to do many unforgivably wrong doings, and I stupidly followed, thinking it was only human nature, what everybody does.

I was foolish Lord, for we are not Everybody, we are Somebody whom are chosen by You to accomplish Your will, to serve and not to be served.

In the days to come, I pray Lord that it will be more and more of You and less of me. All my days and all my years, teach me how to become a faithful servant of Yours, who patiently labors for the harvest, to see that one day Your Name would be glorified in all nations, and that all will kneel and worship You O Lord.

I pray that people around me, my friends would be greatly blessed by Your grace, and You would enable the seeds to be sowed at the perfect timing of Yours Lord, and that all would be reunited in heaven.

I Give Thanks Lord, for You have sent Your only beloved son Jesus to die on the cross for us, so that we can be forgiven for our sins.

"My heart and my strength, many times they fail;
but there is one truth, that always will prevail;
God is the strength of my heart."

I thank You Lord, for smiling at me, at times that I feel like a complete jerk, a sinner not worthy of You. I give You praise.

Rain down on me, wash me over from what's born within I cannot unbind, and cast away the evil spirit that dwells within me to commit the sins of the world.

All I need is You.....Lord....