Mysteries

Looking back at the past few weeks of my life, all I could see was problems one after the other. Many of times, they are well forgotten on purpose- the so called escape plan, and the rare occasions where they aren't, simply destroys the accustomed routine of our lives.

While most of the problems are claimed to be triggered through the series of events happening with unpredictably fast pace, some are rather internally created, either intended or not.

21 years living on this planet has given me more than my intelligence could comprehend. While being involved in much relationships, I didn't seem to have a slight pinch of understanding about the underlying mechanics. At the same time of often being the consultant, I myself need answers, of which I didn't know where to seek from.

Many might think I am experiencing a hard time with sweat and tears, but I can sincerely assure you that it is not the case. Instead of terming it difficult moments, I would rather quote the simple word confusion. I am pretty confused, not by what I am seeing, or feeling, but rather the way people react to the things they are seeing and feeling. At one point I thought I knew what was the norm or regular course of action, but now, it rather felt like I've been confused all these while.

Not that I am liking it, but it seemed that an interesting picture lies ahead. I guess I would need to just wait for the doors to be unlocked one by one, and see for myself, if the ending will be as good as expected.